you're not alone, mate
blendervelvets are great!
I just thought you may also find useful this:
why do you promote lightworks? I mean, as long as I know it's not even close to opensource.
"Lightworks is not anywhere close to open-source"http://jeff.ecchi.ca/blog/2012/11/10/lightworks-is-not-anywhere-close-t…
Even the wikipedia says it's licensed as freemium: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lightworks